I have some friends and family dealing with some very challenging diagnoses recently, and it just breaks my heart. I know that we all have difficulties, and we all wish that we could simply hold on to the gratefullness and perspective that we feel upon our return from a mission trip or after heart-wrenching movie or newscast. . . . . . but, it is so hard to be consistently grateful, especially when the world seems to crashing down around you, which is why these reminders are so important to me. I am reminded of the value of grateful heart NOT out of pity for someone else’s situation, but out of the strength that I see as they fight for hope, maintain focus, and abolutely refuse to give up! So, read the following passage and let it penetrate into your struggle right now -

 
 
If you learn to trust me – really trust me – with your whole being, then nothing can separate you from my peace.  Everything you endure can be put to good use by allowing it to train you in trusting Me.  This is how you foil the works of evil, growing in grace through the very adversity that was meant to harm you.  Joseph was a prime example of this divine rehearsal, declaring to his brothers: “you meant evil againt me, but God meant it for good”.  Do not fear what this day, or any day, may bring your way.  Concentrate on trusting Me and on doing what needs to be done.  Relax in My sovereignty, remembering that I go before you, as well as with you, into each day.  Fear no evil, for I can bring good out of every situation you will ever encounter. 
 
—-From the “Jesus Calling” devotional by Sarah Young.  Genesis 50:20; Psalm 23;4.

and finally, one of my favorite passages of scripture (Hebrews 12:12-13) because it fuels me to live to the edge of my possibility:

¹² So take a new grip with your tired hands and strengthen your weak knees. ¹³ Mark out a straight path for your feet so that those who are weak and lame will not fall but become strong.